Hello tumblr!! New job new mindset
It’s been over a year since my last post, I’d love to say so much has happened and changed but it doesn’t feel that way!
Deleted Facebook today! Will probably be the best decision I ever make - lurking just gets me in trouble and makes me sad!!
Started a new job today so fresh start 11/07/2011!!
I used to be love drunk, but now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever - forever is over
Really want this job….
I hate waiting!!!
It really annoys me how I’m the one always contacting people first. I’m the one to always msgs someone, I’m the one who always organised things, I’m the one who listens to all your problems and use never ask me how I am.
I’m sick of being the nice one. So much for friends hey.
never doubt yourself. i know i’m a massive hypocrite, and its so cliche, but just don’t do it. you’re beautiful, amazing, and people love you. this life is yours, and yours to control and spend as you wish. if you sit around day by day waiting for it to get better, or for your prince to come along and make you better magically, you’re wasting your time. sure, the fairytales all had perfect girls with perfect men to come along and find them, but this isn’t a fairytale. this is reality. you’re not going to get what you want if you don’t believe you can. hell, you’ll barely get through your schooling life. but believing, thats a powerful thing. if you believe in yourself, people will believe in you. you may not be perfect, but none of us are.
so look in the mirror, just have a look. you have beautiful eyes. lovely hair. and a gorgeous smile. now i want you to do something. see that curve under your nose? i dont want you to let anyone take that away from you. no stupid boy who cant control his hormones, no friends that are gonna hold you back, no guys at school that hurt your feelings. that smile is yours. and if you flaunt it when everyone’s expecting you to break down, thats when you’ll realise. you’re strong. you’re gorgeous. you aren’t perfect, but honey, one day, someone’s going to love every single atom of you. and that’s when everything will finally be okay.p.s. happy 1700th post everyone. iloveyouall. x
I need to keep my mind off things, I need a hobby or something. I’m really going to start applying myself more at uni, I need to start going more than once a week, I really want to do well and get a job. I never finish anything I always give up, get bored or just get lazy. I want to start walking the dogs everynight, i just want to feel good about myself for once. Alot of wants, but i’m sticking too it.
Brain
Please stop thinking I’m in desperate need of sleep
I hate feeling alone
Why do I always go back to you
I’ve done so well the past 2 months not seeing you or taking to you, then one stupid msg and I’m back to square one again
